Thursday, October 30, 2008

Star

Has been sometime not been able to look at the star in the sky. I love the star, when you look into it longer, you feel like they are actually speaking to you or looking at you.

i always like to walk along the beach at night, looking at the sky above. Wind from the sea whispering in my ear... you feel the natural is hugging you... ok that is if no mosquito.... haha
Hmmm.... have you guys ever witness a shooting star before? I only managed to catch it once. That was during my training in Melaka, i guess is 10 years ago. You felt like a great hope is dropping toward you....

Ok as what all people mentioned, i did make my wish. Did it came true? i think so.... of course my wish was simple.

Monday, October 27, 2008

A sad story behind all the beauties

Cant sleep much for the night, because of all the fire crackers!!! boom there and boom here... Oh my.......

woke up early but rolling and cuddling at my bed until almost lunch time, called up a friend then met him up at KFC and have my second lunch... hoho

He and his friend were planned to buy some basic needs for the leper (this word sound so cruel!!!) at sungai buloh. So i went along and help out to carry some stuff and sent it to them.

That place is full of Plant Nurseries, from the outside all the colourful plants were blooming. But... what you cant see is the one that behind all these beauties, carry a sad old story. There are many small little huts around it and if you see from far, is really dark inside. Do you like to stay there?

Today my friends spent around RM 300.00 just to buy some basic needs for 2 home (1 person stay in 1 hut). They are those people that WE so called human call them 'leper'.

i went into the hut, so dark inside. The only light is from the day light, no fan, no tv, no proper bed. What they did everyday was sitting near the gate, staring at the outside world hoping and waiting.

When we came to the last hut, this old lady totally loses her both legs. She was crawling on the floor!! O God, please have mercy on her. I know you send her a dog to guard her, but please end her suffering on earth. How she gonna cook for herself?!!!!!

We as a lucky human, enjoying all our seafood, meat and veget in different style of cooking and flavour. What flavour do they have? Maybe just a plain porridge with soya sauce everyday? Do you think they will get all these flavoury foods?

We will go there every month, i already have my shopping list lo. Going to buy them some tooth paste la, tooth brush, washing powder, shampoo, body shampoo and so on. Hmmmm... need to save up some money for it lo.... I dont mind eating less, i am more than happy to do so.

God, please forgive us.....

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Memories

Has been long time i never take any of self picture. Last week was one of my designer last day in the company, so he brought his own super camera (RM3000+++++) and start capturing picture of every corner of his desk and studio.

Once im came in, i became model pula... haha

Is me... haha.... O that is my new hair cut.

She is our design manager, and she likes to DRINK.
He is the one that leaving the company. Ok im not that short, is just that he too tall. hoho... :D Wonder when will be my turn, i guess soon.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

雪の华

Monday night......

sitting together at your sofa; my head resting at your arm; sharing a pair of head phone; listening to all the lovely song; playing with your new gadget.

How i wish you could hug me at that time. Do you hear the wind chimes are singing too?

You introduced me to a very nice Japanese song (雪の华) and we sang along.... I do not know what it mean, but the melody is nice and lovely.....

We end the night with the sms, from your word i lost all my hope..... i felt despair, sadness....
After so many months and I had done all my best, the answer is still the same.....




Finally, i have found the meaning of the song. It represent my heart to you.

不断延伸的影子

在红砖道上并列

在深夜与你并肩走著

永远紧紧牵著手

只要能在你身旁

我就感动得快要哭泣

风儿变得寒冷

有了冬天的味道

这条街也即将到了

能和你接近的季节来临

今年 最初的雪花

向我俩靠近 在眺望著的这个时间里

充满了幸福的喜悦

没有撒娇和脆弱

只是 爱你 打从心底爱你

只要有你在 无论发生什麼

都会有可以克服的心情

我祈祷著 这样的日子一定会直到永远

风儿吹得窗摇 把夜晚摇醒

无论多麼悲伤的事

我用笑容为你改变

雪花飞舞飘落 在窗外一定

不知何时雪已停

把我们的街道染色

想为某人做些什麼事

原来 这就是爱

如果 我失去了你

我会变成星星照耀你

微笑 或被泪水沾湿的夜晚

我会永远在你身旁

今年 最初的雪花

向我俩靠近 再眺望著的这个时间里

充满了幸福的喜悦

没有撒娇和脆弱

只是 想永远地

就这麼一直一起

我真心地这麼想

在这条街上堆积的

纯白雪花

悄悄地在我俩胸口画上回忆

从今而后也要永远和你在一起

对 不 起 我 爱 你